some feeling come sudden

i always feel down sudden~
i always feel weird sudden~
i always feel scare sudden~
why everything come so sudden??
who can give me the answer,who know??
i think i better calm down and relax ....
i always stress something,not about study is about feeling??
i always confuse,but i dont know what i confuse...
maybe im wasting the time to confuse something no use....


A STUDENT~
can be free...
nothing to stress
nothing to confuse
but why ??
many student still confuse a lot of thing...
and we always blur
we dont know what we confuse...
aren't there have any medicine or anti-biotic
let me rest a while
maybe after the rest i will recover back....

family really important

having dinner in my house with my relatives...
my mum cook in this day,tire~
but i got help her to cut some vegetable,cook something too....
what a good daughter she have,hahaha

after dinner,im the most pity one...
because i need to wash all those plates and cups...
actually i didn't blame anything when i washing those thing....
because this is a very less chance that i can wash those thing...

after that we together"lou shang"
very yummy food that i very like...
chat with my family,everyone feel happy in that moment....
and i feel warm....

sometime ,i will think that when i lost them ,how can i stand it?
the answer is always the same,i cant lost them
they are a part of my life...

i really scare to grow up...
grow up means freedom??i dont think so...
i always blur,when im thinking about growing up...
maybe is too far for me but i feel it closely

my homework~blog

actually i get shock when techer call us to write blog as a homework....
no short-cut,no msn words....
my grammar very bad,so teacher don blame me...
chinese new year is coming,hope everything will be fine...
and the most important thing is take more ANG PAU....
that the only reason i love chinese new year.....
anyway,during the holiday i'm planning hang out with my friend...
and im trying to force my family to donate money for school....
my relatives cant excape my "force",evil smiles appear!!!

target RM 300!!!